Its settled then.. Im leaving.. Who knows for how long. I certainly do not. I've even stopped trying to think that part. Things have gotten a little weird in all the relations i'm currently sharing. Partly due to the knowledge that i'd miss them and partly coz i refuse to openly acknowledge it. I'd prefer to delay that feeling till the excitement of going to dat new place is huge enough to drown it out.
I think im doin ok so far. I only hope to remain so. I hope dat I don't change there.. that i still remain some1 whom i'd recognise...