Monday, February 4, 2008

Finally There!!!

I've always been wanting to write. Irrespective of whether it was sensible or not, whether it was thought provoking or not, whether it helped make a better world or not. Various issues keep raking around in my mind at various points of time depending on my moods and, more often than not, influencing them. My moods i mean. Sometimes I'm all pumped up and all ready for battle. Then all of a sudden i go into this contemplative mood where i toy around with various issues like factors influencing world politics (Boy!!! Of all the things). And then i can also get into this mood i cal the 'satisfied saint thing' where i just think about all that i have and all that i don't need to do. This makes me really happy and satisfied with life. I sometimes spend hours on end just lying in bed and smiling to myself, plugged onto my music player, content flowing out of me by the gallons. Twenty years of this and I've realized one thing. My moods ain't really the most reliable of the lot. It was this piece of wisdom that kept me from making a blog before this. After all blogs are meant to be written into. Not just lie around collecting virtual dust. I was totally consumed by this deduction, happy to reach a consensus at least, when i happened to stumble into some of the other blogs written by a few other (now i have every right to call them so) fellow bloggers. And one of the more noticeable facts in them happened to be the frequency of writing. It overjoyed me to no extent when i realized that not too many could boast of 'regularity'. This discovery spurred me into finally making this blog. So I would like to thank all you fellow bloggers for 'roping me in'. Thank you all.
Now onto more pressing issues. The important question. What am i here for? Well.. The answer to that i don't yet know. But i surely ain't here for raising my voice against the crimes committed by humanity in the name of survival. Not yet at least. All i wish to do is try and comprehend the full extent of my thoughts and get a general idea of how complex i am. That is all i am content doing at the moment. I ain't no hero nor am i a prophet. For that would mean that there need be a villain or a devil to counter me. After all every equation needs to be balanced. So that also means that if u didn't like any of my blogs then I'm still not all too bothered. The reason could very well be that i was 'balancing' for some equally well written blog... ;)

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